English again
Whom do I talk to😅
But it's ok😜
Because of Japanese education?Or custom, culture or decency? I feel that I do not do self-enlightenment is evil!
also,I feel that children are learning,practicing,drilling so much.
And growing up everyday.
Why don't I?
When I stop...
When I feel I stop growing,
I really lose to them.
It must be an identity of me.
If I stop growing up,I must capitulate to them.
or die...
But,I don't want to lose.
I don't want to stop growing up.
I can't die yet.
So, I continue to practice,
to feel that I'm living!
Growing up is the same as my existence!